BLEAK HOUSE

Inapoi la Sumar

CHAPTER LII  

Obstinacy

But one other day had intervened when, early in the morning as we  were going to breakfast, Mr. Woodcourt came in haste with the  astounding news that a terrible murder had been committed for which  Mr. George had been apprehended and was in custody.  When he told  us that a large reward was offered by Sir Leicester Dedlock for the  murderer's apprehension, I did not in my first consternation  understand why; but a few more words explained to me that the  murdered person was Sir Leicester's lawyer, and immediately my  mother's dread of him rushed into my remembrance. 

This unforeseen and violent removal of one whom she had long  watched and distrusted and who had long watched and distrusted her,  one for whom she could have had few intervals of kindness, always  dreading in him a dangerous and secret enemy, appeared so awful  that my first thoughts were of her.  How appalling to hear of such  a death and be able to feel no pity!  How dreadful to remember,  perhaps, that she had sometimes even wished the old man away who  was so swiftly hurried out of life!  Such crowding reflections, increasing the distress and fear I  always felt when the name was mentioned, made me so agitated that I  could scarcely hold my place at the table.  I was quite unable to  follow the conversation until I had had a little time to recover.   

But when I came to myself and saw how shocked my guardian was and  found that they were earnestly speaking of the suspected man and  recalling every favourable impression we had formed of him out of  the good we had known of him, my interest and my fears were so  strongly aroused in his behalf that I was quite set up again. 

"Guardian, you don't think it possible that he is justly accused?" 

"My dear, I CAN'T think so.  This man whom we have seen so open- hearted and compassionate, who with the might of a giant has the  gentleness of a child, who looks as brave a fellow as ever lived  and is so simple and quiet with it, this man justly accused of such  a crime?  I can't believe it.  It's not that I don't or I won't.  I  can't!" 

"And I can't," said Mr. Woodcourt. 

"Still, whatever we believe or  know of him, we had better not forget that some appearances are  against him.  He bore an animosity towards the deceased gentleman.   He has openly mentioned it in many places.  He is said to have  expressed himself violently towards him, and he certainly did about  him, to my knowledge. 

He admits that he was alone on the scene of  the murder within a few minutes of its commission.  I sincerely  believe him to be as innocent of any participation in it as I am,  but these are all reasons for suspicion falling upon him." 

"True," said my guardian.  And he added, turning to me, "It would  be doing him a very bad service, my dear, to shut our eyes to the  truth in any of these respects." 

I felt, of course, that we must admit, not only to ourselves but to  others, the full force of the circumstances against him.  Yet I  knew withal (I could not help saying) that their weight would not  induce us to desert him in his need. 

"Heaven forbid!" returned my guardian. 

"We will stand by him, as  he himself stood by the two poor creatures who are gone." 

He meant  Mr. Gridley and the boy, to both of whom Mr. George had given  shelter. 

Mr. Woodcourt then told us that the trooper's man had been with him  before day, after wandering about the streets all night like a  distracted creature.  That one of the trooper's first anxieties was  that we should not suppose him guilty.  That he had charged his  messenger to represent his perfect innocence with every solemn  assurance be could send us.  That Mr. Woodcourt had only quieted  the man by undertaking to come to our house very early in the  morning with these representations.  He added that he was now upon  his way to see the prisoner himself.  My guardian said directly he would go too. 

Now, besides that I  liked the retired soldier very much and that he liked me, I had  that secret interest in what had happened which was only known to  my guardian.  I felt as if it came close and near to me.  It seemed  to become personally important to myself that the truth should be  discovered and that no innocent people should be suspected, for  suspicion, once run wild, might run wilder.  In a word, I felt as if it were my duty and obligation to go with  them. 

My guardian did not seek to dissuade me, and I went.  It was a large prison with many courts and passages so like one  another and so uniformly paved that I seemed to gain a new  comprehension, as I passed along, of the fondness that solitary  prisoners, shut up among the same staring walls from year to year,  have had--as I have read--for a weed or a stray blade of grass.  In  an arched room by himself, like a cellar upstairs, with walls so  glaringly white that they made the massive iron window-bars and  iron-bound door even more profoundly black than they were, we found  the trooper standing in a corner.  He had been sitting on a bench  there and had risen when he heard the locks and bolts turn.  When he saw us, he came forward a step with his usual heavy tread,  and there stopped and made a slight bow.  But as I still advanced,  putting out my hand to him, he understood us in a moment. 

"This is a load off my mind, I do assure you, miss and gentlemen,"  said he, saluting us with great heartiness and drawing a long  breath. 

"And now I don't so much care how it ends." 

He scarcely seemed to be the prisoner.  What with his coolness and  his soldierly bearing, he looked far more like the prison guard. 

"This is even a rougher place than my gallery to receive a lady  in," said Mr. George, "but I know Miss Summerson will make the best  of it."  As he handed me to the bench on which he had been sitting,  I sat down, which seemed to give him great satisfaction. 

"I thank you, miss," said he.  "Now, George," observed my guardian, "as we require no new  assurances on your part, so I believe we need give you none on  ours." 

"Not at all, sir.  I thank you with all my heart.  If I was not  innocent of this crime, I couldn't look at you and keep my secret  to myself under the condescension of the present visit.  I feel the  present visit very much.  I am not one of the eloquent sort, but I  feel it, Miss Summerson and gentlemen, deeply."  He laid his hand for a moment on his broad chest and bent his bead  to us.  Although he squared himself again directly, he expressed a  great amount of natural emotion by these simple means. 

"First," said my guardian, "can we do anything for your personal  comfort, George?" 

"For which, sir?" he inquired, clearing his throat. 

"For your personal comfort.  Is there anything you want that would  lessen the hardship of this confinement?" 

"Well, sir," replied George, after a little cogitation, "I am  equally obliged to you, but tobacco being against the rules, I  can't say that there is." 

"You will think of many little things perhaps, by and by.   'Whenever you do, George, let us know." 

"Thank you, sir.  Howsoever," observed Mr. George with one of his  sunburnt smiles, "a man who has been knocking about the world in a  vagabond kind of a way as long as I have gets on well enough in a  place like the present, so far as that goes." 

"Next, as to your case," observed my guardian. 

"Exactly so, sir," returned Mr. George, folding his arms upon his  breast with perfect self-possession and a little curiosity. 

"How does it stand now?" 

"Why, sir, it is under remand at present.  Bucket gives me to  understand that he will probably apply for a series of remands from  time to time until the case is more complete.  How it is to be made  more complete I don't myself see, but I dare say Bucket will manage  it somehow." 

"Why, heaven save us, man," exclaimed my guardian, surprised into  his old oddity and vehemence, "you talk of yourself as if you were  somebody else!" 

"No offence, sir," said Mr. George. 

"I am very sensible of your  kindness.  But I don't see how an innocent man is to make up his  mind to this kind of thing without knocking his head against the  walls unless he takes it in that point of view. 

"That is true enough to a certain extent," returned my guardian,  softened. 

"But my good fellow, even an innocent man must take  ordinary precautions to defend himself." 

"Certainly, sir.  And I have done so.  I have stated to the  magistrates, 'Gentlemen, I am as innocent of this charge as  yourselves; what has been stated against me in the way of facts is  perfectly true; I know no more about it.'  I intend to continue  stating that, sir.  What more can I do?  It's the truth." 

"But the mere truth won't do," rejoined my guardian. 

"Won't it indeed., sir?  Rather a bad look-out for me!" Mr. George  good-humouredly observed. 

"You must have a lawyer," pursued my guardian. 

"We must engage a  good one for you."  "I ask your pardon, sir," said Mr. George with a step backward. 

"I  am equally obliged.  But I must decidedly beg to be excused from  anything of that sort." 

"You won't have a lawyer?" 

"No, sir."  Mr. George shook his head in the most emphatic manner.   

"I thank you all the same, sir, but--no lawyer!" 

"Why not?" 

"I don't take kindly to the breed," said Mr. George. 

"Gridley  didn't.  And--if you'll excuse my saying so much--I should hardly  have thought you did yourself, sir." 

"That's equity," my guardian explained, a little at a loss; "that's  equity, George." 

"Is it, indeed, sir?" returned the trooper in his off-hand manner.   

"I am not acquainted with those shades of names myself, but in a  general way I object to the breed."

  Unfolding his arms and changing his position, he stood with one  massive hand upon the table and the other on his hip, as complete a  picture of a man who was not to be moved from a fixed purpose as  ever I saw.  It was in vain that we all three talked to him and  endeavoured to persuade him; he listened with that gentleness which  went so well with his bluff bearing, but was evidently no more  shaken by our representations that his place of confinement was. 

"Pray think, once more, Mr. George," said I.  "Have you no wish in  reference to your case?" 

"I certainly could wish it to be tried, miss," he returned, "by  court-martial; but that is out of the question, as I am well aware.   If you will be so good as to favour me with your attention for a  couple of minutes, miss, not more, I'll endeavour to explain myself  as clearly as I can."  He looked at us all three in turn, shook his head a little as if he  were adjusting it in the stock and collar of a tight uniform, and  after a moment's reflection went on. 

"You see, miss, I have been handcuffed and taken into custody and  brought here.  I am a marked and disgraced man, and here I am.  My  shooting gallery is rummaged, high and low, by Bucket; such  property as I have--'tis small--is turned this way and that till it  don't know itself; and (as aforesaid) here I am!  I don't  particular complain of that. 

Though I am in these present quarters  through no immediately preceding fault of mine, I can very well  understand that if I hadn't gone into the vagabond way in my youth,  this wouldn't have happened.  It HAS happened.  Then comes the  question how to meet it"  He rubbed his swarthy forehead for a moment with a good-humoured  look and said apologetically, "I am such a short-winded talker that  I must think a bit."  Having thought a bit, he looked up again and  resumed. 

"How to meet it.  Now, the unfortunate deceased was himself a  lawyer and had a pretty tight hold of me.  I don't wish to rake up  his ashes, but he had, what I should call if he was living, a devil  of a tight hold of me. 

I don't like his trade the better for that.   If I had kept clear of his trade, I should have kept outside this  place.  But that's not what I mean.  Now, suppose I had killed him.   Suppose I really had discharged into his body any one of those  pistols recently fired off that Bucket has found at my place, and  dear me, might have found there any day since it has been my place.   What should I have done as soon as I was hard and fast here?  Got a  lawyer."  He stopped on hearing some one at the locks and bolts and did not  resume until the door had been opened and was shut again.  For what  purpose opened, I will mention presently. 

"I should have got a lawyer, and he would have said (as I have  often read in the newspapers), 'My client says nothing, my client  reserves his defence': my client this, that, and t'other.  Well,  'tis not the custom of that breed to go straight, according to my  opinion, or to think that other men do.  Say I am innocent and I  get a lawyer.  He would be as likely to believe me guilty as not;  perhaps more.  What would he do, whether or not?  Act as if I was-- shut my mouth up, tell me not to commit myself, keep circumstances  back, chop the evidence small, quibble, and get me off perhaps!   But, Miss Summerson, do I care for getting off in that way; or  would I rather be hanged in my own way--if you'll excuse my  mentioning anything so disagreeable to a lady?"  He had warmed into his subject now, and was under no further  necessity to wait a bit.  "I would rather be hanged in my own way.  And I mean to be!  I  don't intend to say," looking round upon us with his powerful arms  akimbo and his dark eyebrows raised, "that I am more partial to  being hanged than another man.  What I say is, I must come off  clear and full or not at all. 

Therefore, when I hear stated  against me what is true, I say it's true; and when they tell me,  'whatever you say will be used,' I tell them I don't mind that; I  mean it to be used.  If they can't make me innocent out of the  whole truth, they are not likely to do it out of anything less, or  anything else.  And if they are, it's worth nothing to me." 

Taking a pace or two over the stone floor, he came back to the  table and finished what he had to say. 

"I thank you, miss and gentlemen both, many times for your  attention, and many times more for your interest.  That's the plain  state of the matter as it points itself out to a mere trooper with  a blunt broadsword kind of a mind.  I have never done well in life  beyond my duty as a soldier, and if the worst comes after all, I  shall reap pretty much as I have sown.  When I got over the first  crash of being seized as a murderer--it don't take a rover who has  knocked about so much as myself so very long to recover from a  crash--I worked my way round to what you find me now.  As such I  shall remain.  No relations will be disgraced by me or made unhappy  for me, and--and that's all I've got to say." 

The door had been opened to admit another soldier-looking man of  less prepossessing appearance at first sight and a weather-tanned,  bright-eyed wholesome woman with a basket, who, from her entrance,  had been exceedingly attentive to all Mr. George had said.  Mr.  George had received them with a familiar nod and a friendly look,  but without any more particular greeting in the midst of his  address.  He now shook them cordially by the hand and said, "Miss  Summerson and gentlemen, this is an old comrade of mine, Matthew  Bagnet.  And this is his wife, Mrs. Bagnet."  Mr. Bagnet made us a stiff military bow, and Mrs. Bagnet dropped us  a curtsy. 

"Real good friends of mine, they are," sald Mr. George. 

"It was at  their house I was taken." 

"With a second-hand wiolinceller," Mr. Bagnet put in, twitching his  head angrily. 

"Of a good tone.  For a friend.  That money was no  object to." 

"Mat," said Mr. George, "you have heard pretty well all I have been  saying to this lady and these two gentlemen.  I know it meets your  approval?"  Mr. Bagnet, after considering, referred the point to his wife.   

"Old girl," said he.  "Tell him.  Whether or not.  It meets my  approval." 

"Why, George," exclaimed Mrs. Bagnet, who had been unpacking her  basket, in which there was a piece of cold pickled pork, a little  tea and sugar, and a brown loaf, "you ought to know it don't.  You  ought to know it's enough to drive a person wild to hear you.  You  won't be got off this way, and you won't be got off that way--what  do you mean by such picking and choosing?  It's stuff and nonsense,  George." 

"Don't be severe upon me in my misfortunes, Mrs. Bagnet," said the  trooper lightly. 

"Oh! Bother your misfortunes," cried Mrs. Bagnet, "if they don't  make you more reasonable than that comes to.  I never was so  ashamed in my life to hear a man talk folly as I have been to hear  you talk this day to the present company.  Lawyers?  Why, what but  too many cooks should hinder you from having a dozen lawyers if the  gentleman recommended them to you" 

"This is a very sensible woman," said my guardian. 

"I hope you  will persuade him, Mrs. Bagnet." 

"Persuade him, sir?" she returned. 

"Lord bless you, no.  You don't  know George.  Now, there!"  Mrs. Bagnet left her basket to point  him out with both her bare brown hands. 

"There he stands!  As  self-willed and as determined a man, in the wrong way, as ever put  a human creature under heaven out of patience!  You could as soon  take up and shoulder an eight and forty pounder by your own  strength as turn that man when he has got a thing into his head and  fixed it there.  Why, don't I know him!" cried Mrs. Bagnet. 

"Don't  I know you, George!  You don't mean to set up for a new character  with ME after all these years, I hope?" 

Her friendly indignation had an exemplary effect upon her husband,  who shook his head at the trooper several times as a silent  recommendation to him to yield.  Between whiles, Mrs. Bagnet looked  at me; and I understood from the play of her eyes that she wished  me to do something, though I did not comprehend what. 

"But I have given up talking to you, old fellow, years and years,"  said Mrs. Bagnet as she blew a little dust off the pickled pork,  looking at me again; "and when ladies and gentlemen know you as  well as I do, they'll give up talking to you too.  If you are not  too headstrong to accept of a bit of dinner, here it is." 

"I accept it with many thanks," returned the trooper. 

"Do you though, indeed?" said Mrs. Bagnet, continuing to grumble on  good-humouredly. 

"I'm sure I'm surprised at that I wonder you  don't starve in your own way also.  It would only be like you.   Perhaps you'll set your mind upon THAT next." 

Here she again  looked at me, and I now perceived from her glances at the door and  at me, by turns, that she wished us to retire and to await her  following us outside the prison.  Communicating this by similar  means to my guardian and Mr. Woodcourt, I rose. 

"We hope you will think better of it, Mr. George," said I, "and we  shall come to see you again, trusting to find you more reasonable." 

"More grateful, Miss Summerson, you can't find me," he returned.  

"But more persuadable we can, I hope," said I. 

"And let me entreat  you to consider that the clearing up of this mystery and the  discovery of the real perpetrator of this deed may be of the last  importance to others besides yourself." 

He heard me respectfully but without much heeding these words,  which I spoke a little turned from him, already on my way to the  door; he was observing (this they afterwards told me) my height and  figure, which seemed to catch his attention all at once. 

"'Tis curious," said he. 

"And yet I thought so at the time!"  My guardian asked him what he meant. 

"Why, sir," he answered, "when my ill fortune took me to the dead  man's staircase on the night of his murder, I saw a shape so like  Miss Summerson's go by me in the dark that I had half a mind to  speak to it."  For an instant I felt such a shudder as I never felt before or  since and hope I shall never feel again. 

"It came downstairs as I went up," said the trooper, "and crossed  the moonlighted window with a loose black mantle on; I noticed a  deep fringe to it.  However, it has nothing to do with the present  subject, excepting that Miss Summerson looked so like it at the  moment that it came into my head."  I cannot separate and define the feelings that arose in me after  this; it is enough that the vague duty and obligation I had felt  upon me from the first of following the investigation was, without  my distinctly daring to ask myself any question, increased, and  that I was indignantly sure of there being no possibility of a  reason for my being afraid.  We three went out of the prison and walked up and down at some short  distance from the gate, which was in a retired place.  We had not  waited long when Mr. and Mrs. Bagnet came out too and quickly  joined us.  There was a tear in each of Mrs. Bagnet's eyes, and her face was  flushed and hurried.  "I didn't let George see what I thought about  it, you know, miss," was her first remark when she came up, "but  he's in a bad way, poor old fellow!" 

"Not with care and prudence and good help," said my guardian. 

"A gentleman like you ought to know best, sir," returned Mrs.  Bagnet, hurriedly drying her eyes on the hem of her grey cloak,  "but I am uneasy for him.  He has been so careless and said so much  that he never meant.  The gentlemen of the juries might not  understand him as Lignum and me do.  And then such a number of  circumstances have happened bad for him, and such a number of  people will be brought forward to speak against him, and Bucket is  so deep." 

"With a second-hand wiolinceller.  And said he played the fife.   When a boy," Mr. Bagnet added with great solemnity. 

"Now, I tell you, miss," said Mrs. Bagnet; "and when I say miss, I  mean all!  Just come into the corner of the wall and I'll tell  you!"  Mrs. Bagnet hurried us into a more secluded place and was at first  too breathless to proceed, occasioning Mr. Bagnet to say, "Old  girl!  Tell 'em!" 

"Why, then, miss," the old girl proceeded, untying the strings of  her bonnet for more air, "you could as soon move Dover Castle as  move George on this point unless you had got a new power to move  him with.  And I have got it!" 

"You are a jewel of a woman," said my guardian. 

"Go on!" 

"Now, I tell you, miss," she proceeded, clapping her hands in her  hurry and agitation a dozen times in every sentence, "that what he  says concerning no relations is all bosh.  They don't know of him,  but he does know of them.  He has said more to me at odd times than  to anybody else, and it warn't for nothing that he once spoke to my  Woolwich about whitening and wrinkling mothers' heads.  For fifty  pounds he had seen his mother that day.  She's alive and must be  brought here straight!" 

Instantly Mrs. Bagnet put some pins into her mouth and began  pinning up her skirts all round a little higher than the level of  her grey cloak, which she accomplished with surpassing dispatch and  dexterity.  "Lignum," said Mrs. Bagnet, "you take care of the children, old  man, and give me the umbrella!  I'm away to Lincolnshire to bring  that old lady here." 

"But, bless the woman," cried my guardian with his hand in his  pocket, "how is she going?  What money has she got?"  Mrs. Bagnet made another application to her skirts and brought  forth a leathern purse in which she hastily counted over a few  shillings and which she then shut up with perfect satisfaction. 

"Never you mind for me, miss.  I'm a soldier's wife and accustomed  to travel my own way.  Lignum, old boy," kissing him, "one for  yourself, three for the children.  Now I'm away into Lincolnshire  after George's mother!" 

And she actually set off while we three stood looking at one  another lost in amazement.  She actually trudged away in her grey  cloak at a sturdy pace, and turned the corner, and was gone. 

"Mr. Bagnet," said my guardian. 

"Do you mean to let her go in that  way?" 

"Can't help it," he returned. 

"Made her way home once from another  quarter of the world.  With the same grey cloak.  And same  umbrella.  Whatever the old girl says, do.  Do it!  Whenever the  old girl says, I'LL do it.  She does it." 

"Then she is as honest and genuine as she looks," rejoined my  guardian, "and it is impossible to say more for her." 

"She's Colour-Sergeant of the Nonpareil battalion," said Mr.  Bagnet, looking at us over his shoulder as he went his way also.   

"And there's not such another.  But I never own to it before her.   Discipline must be maintained."

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